Raya celebration .sandakan trip and show

Wow how times flies so fast ya. Syawal just leave us and october approaching 2 months left we entering 2012.

Nothing much with my raya celebration we held open house on the 24th day of syawal as usual lots of friends n relatives we inivite.but before that we went to sandakan for chikita wedding reception.small reception held at her in law's family at sg batang mile 11. I was driving from kk to sandakan as we left at 2 pm and we reach ranau town for meal at 4 pm it was me tia jean uncle johnny.kyra and nana . Its was good driving back to home town.after meal we straight drive to sandakan we reach mile 32 aroind 830 since the road condition was not very good and lots of tankers and buses heading to diffrent destination.

Well we reach at my tio house at 10pm after shower i peng too tired bha.

Next day i wake up a bit early than usual. After breakfast we went to sandakan town for jalan jalan and then we fetch my tia bibing n my tio in mile 7. From there we str8 drive to mile 11
The journey about 45min. Nice place ah lots of fruit tree and durian tree hehe .after the ceremony. We heading back to home quite rushing as tia jean have another invitation for open house and im rushing to meet arywan. The cutest boy ever hahaha.
I meet him just in 10 min cos we got lost in searching taman mawar.damn i lost in my home town hahah.
After that we went to sim sim having a seafood dinner.the food was good but the service sucks we have to wait for almost 1 hour to get our food. But is worth it la.hehehe

Next day i get up at 6 since we leaving sdk at 10 according to our plan la. After cleaning the cars, preparing everything we left tio house at 930.we fetch cikita and straight to sepilok. After visiting sepilok we left at 11 . Slow as usual we stop buy at mile 32 for fruits and snacks then drive to kk
I manage to meet my papa at telupid town where we stop for lunch. Wow nasi ayam 5rm per dish.
Gessh thats stupid hahahah. Dont you think so hahaha.

But i wont tell my story here cos when im writing im in the airport waiting to my flight to johore baharu for working n meeting some friends. Hehehe i shall write n upload picture ya. Have fun

To be continue la

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My trip before raya.

Waa how time fly so fast ya. All muslim around d world will celebrate raya in less than a week.
But before that i have 2 more jobs to finish in lawas n sipitang.
Yes im back to travel again. Hurmm i left my place aroind 545 am. Reach bus terminal around 645 and menumbok town around 930am. Fron there i catch ferry at 10. Woo manage to sleep since i dont enough sleep for almost 2 weeks now hahaha. Arrive labuan around 1045 and im still sleepy my eyes so so tired. Haha i left my bags at kakak maggie spa since its too big hahah lots of things inside. Then went to my project site spend almost 1 hour to check and seems everything goes well.
After that i get a ticket to sipitang town in 45 min via labuan by speedboat. The actually fare was 27rm,but before we left the boat man asking for another 3rm.so its 30rm in total ya. Well havent check with the ferry terminal about this.

I arrive sipitang at 2pm cos the wave is high and is hard for us to enter the shore since the water is shallow. We stuck almost 30 min to enter the jetty. Hurmm im still sleepy la. They leave us at kg tg pagar. Damn is far from the town but lucky some of the vilagers using their car as a bus or taxi.
While waiting for my friend to fetch me i went to local cyber to check my farm ville. Since my line was not very good and i have ni laptops with me but ita cheap ah. Im using the internet almost 30 mins and they charged me 50cents. Wohooooo murah ka?
Okay im done for that syafiq fetch me and we went home im so so sleepy and my ears are killing me cos i've change my earings to a long and big size. Damn its hurt me and i have to remove it cos i cant breathe hahaha. So so so pain.
On the evening just before iftar. Me syafiq and his mum went to bazaar ramadhan. I was thinking to get my fav dish which is ' nasi katok '. Aiyooo sad la me they dont sell it anymore huwaaaa im really craving for that for months now. The best i ever have was in brunei wel obviously its from there. Hurmm so sad even until im blogging now i still dont get mt nasi katok huwaaaa.
Let it be then next months i will get my self nasi katok even i have to go to brunei. Hahaha

Okay when im blogging this im on my way to mainland after spending 3 days in sipitang and lawas too. The bus is half full since they were from brunei. There is a guy sitting behind me he look cute man hahaha. I guess he i bruneian or maybe from lawas. Wee but all i can say he is really cute. Hurmm there is few things keep bugging me and disturb my mind. Aiyoo dont know la i hope i can get him out of my mind soon. Why la i still keep on thinking about him. Naa forget about him la.
My sahur this morning was a bubur durian. Ayam masak kunyit and sup payau. Nice uh? The weekends is approaching and raya too. Im still thinking what am i going to do this weekends. Im totally blurrr.shopping? Naa not in mood doe. I dont feel the
raya spirit this year. Naa its just a celebration anyway.

There is only 1 word i can say. I really really miss him.
At this point my idea to blog gone cos his face appear in my mind again hahah so i dont know what else i need to bloq. He is coming down to kk friday for shopping and drive back to lbn on sunday. Do i have a chance to meet him? Naa i dont think so.
Even i have but im not goin to meet him.
Huwaaa i hate everytime i blog there will be his part too.
Can i just get rid him from here? Hahaha.
Okay i guess i need to stop here. Ill be back soon
Wait ah mybe after raya kot then ill update my bliq

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No idea.

Wow i left my bloq just a few days ago. Yesterday was a great and a bad day for.Okay i manage to meet chris n jane we went for diving in mamutik islan at 245pm, gosh it was fasting day but i went for dive? Hahah it was good actually not that bad. But before that i went online on my facebook ya. Naa its just a daily routine checking updates and my farm. Wohoo kk is just too hot so i went to a local cybercafe while waiting for chris to fetch me up. As usual browsing and the 1st person i will check a profile is zav and after that shazlee. Silly me no othe intension as i just wana see what is their new updates ya.

Well when i go to shaz page there were nothing unusual all his fv adver on his wall i left and xlick to zav profile.wow he is bz ya lots of people saying hi to him. But that was not my concern cos i found out something fishy posted by a user called ' stapeny slr' who the heck is he or perhaps she? Naa i just ignored.
Search read search and finally saw his post and zav to cek his inboxes. Hurmm naa none of my bzness doe. They mite have others thing to settle down. Well after farming i went back again n see what is their progres and i read a part of the sentences ( nasip la aku inda lagi bkwn ngn ia .rupanya perangai dia. . . . . ) somethin like that naaa i dont care but kinda worried la why who and what happen? I called up zav and ask how is he doing plus what is really goin on but he just act normal like nothing happen until i found out this morning around 0100 hrs while im preparing my stuff and sounds really bad. You wana knw? Go and check his fb la. Haha.
After saw his new post, i tried to call and ask who n what happen but no respond. He mite be sleeping doe.
But 1things make my head spinning ya cos when i read the cronology up side down seems thats post goes to me cos he was telling some one is been entered his facebook and do things. Well obviously i knw his pass n shaz maybe? Or some other people who close to him? Naa leave it. But yet i cant cos i knw thats is really goes to me.

Hurmm well is guess this is the way how he want it. He want to terminate me from being his friend maybe? I dont get the real picture is. But im sure that post is dedicated to me. Waaa im honour to receive it. Hahahha idiot la u josh.
Okay ive send him as text and not hoping that he will reply cos i understand he can read. He is expert is everything i adore him but sadly both of us have to end our relation as a friend in not a very good way. Well if he hates me and really hates me he can always tell me what in his heart or make it easy just send me a text tell no needt o disturb o bla bla bla. But he make it is diffrent way. I have no idea why he hates me suddenly cos everytime i keep on telling him to tell me or ask me if there is anything wrong. But yet he still he inside and act cool like nothings happen ya. Hurmm i hate waiting i dont like to lie yet not a stupid hypocrite.
I used to respect u last time i even make u a role model to my self. But when i knw the true colours of you im totally speechless and i can say i dont know you. Very well yet. The past 1 year ago was a trial is was a test for you to see wheter im fit or not. Well ive got the answer now. Im making easier for you eventhough you drop a bomb shell to me. But i dont care cos i knw i can stand own my own. Hurmm i totally dont know you anymore. I know some one will read this for you ya.
Well happy reading. Im glad if you cant read all my blog cos i wrote everything about you. You never appreciate people who appreciate you the most. Its seems that they are diapers. Once used it no more recycle. This is my opinion.
You wana hate me? U upset with me? Carry on then. Wel at least for once im living in an honestly but not in pretending trying to cover your ass with a small towel which people still can see it.

I dont know at this point im not xpecting anyting. I just want you to be happy but. I you hate me just show it. You dont to tell the whole world that you hates me? What will you get? Nothing.
End of the day you get the shit but not me.
I was so so disappointed with everything but who the hell am i to jugde you ya?

Well hope i will get another bad news after this. And what that will be? He gonna remove me? Blocked me? Bha mana mana jak la. As long u happy.


I will come back and updates more about this soon. For now i need to sleep .Gosh im so damn sleepy havent sleep for 3days.

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Nothing much its just newly update.

As salam too alll..
Salam ramadhan Kareem..Wow  Ramadhan come again this year Alhamdulillah im still alive..Im still can do the fasting this year ya..! well i found out used to be my best friend and my brother  i guess..Hurmm kinda sad when i read all his story ya..!Hurm ramadhan really teach me how to forget the past and forgive people who have been hurts me..! well i keep on asking my self..have i forgive them?? Am i still in hurt?? Do i happy to see both of them??I totally no idea.Im still in shock, im still in sad cos i never xpect they will betray me..! After all they human and still doing mistake ya..I guess i will not in relation for long time as my heart still stick for my no2..! No matter what no 1 can change that..!

Okay back to the wild cat hahaha.
Yea i hate him so so much cos not being honest to me and his self..!well who am i to judge ya..I keep on doing mistakes too..But 1 thing i really like him cos he is trying to be honest but he cant cos of the situation he facing..I guess im too good to all people until they can step on me until they can backstab me.I dont know what does it feel to you to stab your own best friend..Dont you ever think that this things will happen to you 1 day??Naa maybe not cos you never know what is written in you future yet..!

Well im still hurt,im still waiting and hoping for my no2 to come back and its look obviously cos i keep on checking his profile every 15 minutes..( am i too obsess) hahah..I dont know its really hard for me to forget him even tho i tried to but its really hard..! what ever i do wherever i go i still can feel him around..Its like this things happen yesterday although is pass almost 5 months now...I might be stupid every night before i sleep i'll pray to god and ask 3 thing's.

My prayer is,

1) Hope my family will stay well and healthy.
2) Hope my number 2 will be fine as always and happy
3) Hope my number 2 will open his heart back to me again.

I know is kinda weird to ask that kind of prayer.Well you never know Allah is the best..
Hahaha silly me asking those stupid prayer.
Hurmm i admit it im facing lots of problem too..My job is almost over and i need to get a new contract.Well manage to get new 1 but another problem coming in,All my payment is on hold again until futher notice..Damn i have to postpones my trip to london and south africa for now..Julia and mark keep on asking me to move over,But i keep on giving an excuse...recently i just lost about nearly 2k rm..This all from the air fare i bought for me and him to visit singapore which schedule on june and trip to bali on the same months.Hurmm  But what else i can do all is in my dream..Never mind after all janet and chris pay for it and they a bit upset too cos i didnt go..Haha hopefully i can fly with them to the states this end of the year for 2 months..Is still under discussion for now..

1 things in my mind now,
How am i going to give him the contract,? am i ready to meet him?am i ready to face him?? Look he make a mistakes but i have to apologies.No way man its totally unfair.But i never xpect anything from him.Schedule to start recording on october or early november as they still waiting for my call now..Jennifer help me a lot and sometimes she ask me why did i keep on doing this after what have he done to you?? The best answer is." PROMISE" .. Last time  i did promise to give this this cos this is his dream.Lot of people saying that im stupid ,dumb cos im still helping him on this..Naaaa let them be..I just want him to get what he want and i'll be happy too.. Some times i dont know wheter im doing a right this or not..Everyday when i wake up i will ask my self what did i do yesterday.what will happen later? are things going to get better tomorrow.??Only god know how and what is my heart all this while..
There is a day when i found out that he is in deep shit i just cant do anything cos i dont know what else i can do...I just pray hope everything will be good and safe for him.DaY by day pass by my love towards him is getting stronger eventhough i knw he is with some1 new..Do i look like i care?? haha...I still love him bha,,Not easy to forget everything that we bulid from the beginning until 1 day..Hurmmmm lazy to comment this side.well i dont care if he is reading this..Hahaha cos this is the place to write down whatever you want ha..

Some of my friend tell me why dont i start a new life..? Well i am in my new life now but he will stick in my heart until the day i died..You see i never found a person who leave they name in my heart this bad ya,,Okay my previous 1 in the same but took me 1 month to forget and what year it was?? I cant remember ya..

Should i write it all down here..?Am i running out of space?? This place it meant to write whatever you want and you like..So till then....To be continue la..Ill be back doe..! But here is 1 of my fav song ever..I dont mind keep on repeated it for thousand times.. LOL

Iqwal world star

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no idea but its just me

Hola. wow lots of things happen in the past 2 weeks ya.
well what happen to my bday recently? i've been waiting for him to text me or call me but it doesnt happen. No celebration this since i have no mood to do so. lots of wishes came thru mu facebook. Wow really appreciate it doe.

Anyway im back again doing my own mysterry job hahaha lots of project goin on. i travel up to kudat to do review and i manage to jalan jalan la. lama bha didnt go sana. soon will travel to sandakan tawau n lawas again. Hurrm fasting is coming soon but didnt stop me from doing my fav job.Its was ez ya just spend less than an hour and i get paid. wee hahaaha.

Hurmm after almost 6mnths being single again. Im not ready to be in any relation and i decided to stay single until i found the real person for me. Naa i. think im still stupid waiting for miracle to happen eventhough i knw it wont happen. Im down and now im up again slowly. And still my heart n and feelings didnt change.Its really hard ya.

Bha wat happen suddenly we talk and chat a lot?
i was so surpise when i receive a text from him telling that he having uneasy feeling which not all people like that kind of feelings. Naa siti was rite. when they in trouble they will look for you. But when they not, they will ditch u or just treat u as a spare tyre then.
Is that mean karma is revenging back? can some one tell me?
Just leave it ya. I've been hurt before so now its time for them to get my wound back.Im not evil so angel but i guess its the time for them to get back what have they done to me.

I do care what they but im in love with you.They try to pull me away but they dont the truth. my heart is clip by the vein and i keep on closing. Wow hahaha.The truth is everynite b4 i sleep i keep on praying that he will come back to me although i knw that things wont haooen again. Hey you never know ya it mite happen.
I dont believe in miracle.but im still praying that this night mare will over soon hahahaha silly me ya.

Theres a lot of things i wana share in this empty wall and i know i have no limit to write it down ya. hahaha its free anyway. but everytime i wana write it down i forget. hahHa

Woo hang on there i went to meet iqwal last month and our meeting have been publish in a local magazine. weeee there is a lot of things i learn.Got a chance to meet all new friends.

Drama king?
hahaha this is the right name and song for you. Really nice song ah.well if you reading this bha apa lagi go and listen to it.
sometimes i just dont know you anymore. you change in a while is just like a cd changer. Presa next button and that's it the next music in on. U may dance, sing along,cry or what ever you want to do. Its all your. The most thing that i really dissapointed that you only look for me when you down,when you up you'll forget me. I hate it and really hate it doe. Well thats you ya.I really hope that you will change. I dont trust some of your post in fb and they way to address peopls now. seems the world belongs to you.You can easily talk bad about others whenever u want and you like.

Damn you totally change mate yes indeed you are.
Lots and lots of things

Okay now stop about you ya.

1 done millions to come and its called problem.
Ah peckx another person who almost break my heart. Opps sorry yes he did . But lucky im not into deep to him.Good looking,caring.and the most things is HYPOCRITE. Thats for you.
Naa jan di kenang kisah lama kan? its that right? fuck them who ever break and playing my feelings around.
Ya i might done thia to others ya. But not in this way. I came in a good way, and i leave in a good way too. I never come undone.
Arrghhh. Sometimes when i think back about that bitch, make me really really sick. Wana puke oh my looking his face make me green and yellow. I just dont know how did they live in a liar pretending they are happy but they are not. Well its none of my business anyway. As long they didnt disturb me thats it.

Well now stay away from my life bitch. Hahah you knw there is a quotes saying once a bitch will be always a bitch rite? Hahah this name its really suit for you.

1-liar. 2- hypocrite. 3- bitch. 4-Dis honest.
Naaa ngam la ni. All this for you. Take it with you. You ll be carrying this until the day you die.


Hurmm will stop for now and be right back again soon.

See ya and so long sucker.

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Well how time fly so fast. After calculate ive been single for 5 mnth now without realise he started to forget me slowly . I still can get him out of my head.i still love him day by day now.but what else i can do? I pray everyday hoping he will come back to me. But is all hopeless.no sign at all. He is happy with his life now although his bf is no.
Hahaha i knw what is goin with them by reading from their post post in fb. Hurmmm i really hope and waiting for him.

Anyway my bday is about to come less than 2weeks and ill be 27 soon. Hehehe all i asked is new hp.well i get it from my fosters in uk .wee samsung galaxy tab.

Ermm lots of thing happen to me and my family but hope everything will solve soon.

Last 2 week i went to meet my fren in kl. Iqwal hafiz weee
We had lunch and spend time with his other fren. I get to knw all his fren and family. Is just a day trip to kl after my visit from.sipitang lawas and brunei. Wow lots of moving and travelling ya. Well i like this very much.hope can fly to uk and canada soon maybe after raya. My cousin is getting married soon so kinda bz now helping her.

What else to say? Hahaha i wanna move on.
Last 2 nites i meet up a guy frm facebook. He's kinda cute.heheh waiting for rite timw to meet him. How ever,im not ready to be in relation yet as im still love him so so much. I cant lie to myself by saying i dont. It is i really love him.

I fall. I rise. I stand and i live. Im been hurt but im okay yet im not perfect.

No matter what my heart belongs to only 1 and only zav. You are my truly love

Confession from a broken hearted guy.

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my new tablets

Hye i' ve just get my new tablets still playing around wit it hehehe

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How small things effected my life

Hello hello hahaha..
Well i've been busy lately lot's of thing's goin on..lot's of agenda happen well nothing much..
Look after my relation is ruin up i stand up thanks to mimi and siti cos they always there for me when i need..I/ve crying a lot since the past 2 months.I cried cried and cried...I dont have any apetite to eat, cant sleep well cant do anything until i have to relt on my sleeping pills..Well thing's changed in a few second's..Im back to my life..Well being single is good cos i have no commitments no any one and make me easier to move and im back on track now..Weee im trying to be happy even though im not..But what is the point waiting for some1 that never turn back to you..
Is really hard and im still trying to  accept the fact this things happen to me very fast since im not ready yet to face anything..It took me a very long time to heal back .The last relation i had was 3 years ago but is not this bad cos i've been surrender and give my soul to this person...It's like a thousand arrow fly and attack me in one time..I fall because of my fault..If i knew this thinhga happen i would nt give my soul to himmm..
Naaa pain is always pain to me..But i have to fight it back now..

Relation's??

Ermm Good question to me..

No no no at the moment cos in my heart there is 1 only him my no2..yea im stupid waiting for him although i tell the rest im stop hoping..But u cant lie to your heart rite..?Being a gay is not easy to be. Is not easy to all society and communnity to accept us for who we are..The biggest and worse nite mare is our family..I have diffrent case and scenario now..All my family and friends know who am i..! And i dont care what the rest of the people will talk about me ..At least im being honest to my self,my fren and my family..At least when iget up form the bed every morning i feel happy for who am i...

Well stop about this.Lot's of plan coming up lots of event's to attend july 1-3 will be in kl to meet up iqwal hafiz..There is gonna be a program with the fans club..And on the 10-15 july meeting up jenniffer my new boss who is handling zav case in doing all promotion and recording..Ermm kinda hard now helping people.
But what ever i've done is all sincere from my bottom of my heart..After all this his dream.He want this so i fullfill his wish..I dont know i mite be dead by 2moro.lIfe is hard and difficult.Is up to us how to face it every day..On july 23 to aug24 hopefully i can fly to london..Naa just visiting my fosters.After all they look after me very well now they even invited me to stay over.And on september 21-oct 15 hope i can fly to united states and canada..I just want to explore while i still have a chance an while im not attached wit any1 else now..Is all a matter of time..Hope after zav recording i can migrate to any country that i like..Looking forward to china,australia,europe or maybe south africa ...Not easy to deal with this ya but i;m so so lucky cos i have lot;s of friends mostly half the world..The fact being honest to evey1..

Ermmm what else.
Im composing a french and english song for my fren hoping he can sing it hehehe
Thanks toi madame Marquite for helping me a lot .She flew all the way from france just to help me to compose 2 line of lyrics.I just cant thanks to her as she help me a lot's.
Anyway gonna updates again all my routine form time to time..!
Remember joshua honest is a key to success..stop lying and stop being hypocrite..!

'Sekelip Mata' by IQWAL ( Empire All Star Event )

Dont know what is this actually...

https://twitter.com/#!/elratonblanco

yes finally i open up twitter account..naa nothing much la as usual make my self..
trying to forget what newly happen to me..
Well my previous visit was good but end up with hurt..
i just dont understand ya how can they sleep peacefully with out thinking what have they done to other's
i mean ya playing with feeling after 2 years spending life 2gether..
Finally he met and have relation with my best friend's..All he can say is sorry please dont leave me cos i still need you..wow i feel so so surprise ya..Seems so easy for him to ask me to forget everything after what happen..

Now i'm not so sure should i wait for him?? should i leave him??
I cant leave with out him..with him my life will be in darkness but he still cant understand that he is playing people feeling's..What i hate the most the 3rd person is not honest to me and his self.He know i have a relation with him but yet he still go and disturb our relation..i hate him so so much.. i hate him until the day i die..
Sorry i dont like to be in this way but yet they force me to do so..
Dont blame me if something bad happen ..But i always remember that karma will bite them back..
Is hard for me to forget him ,my mind keep on spinning and keep on thinking about him..
Oh god help..I cant leave him cos i love him too much..Some times i cant sleep cos i keep on thinking about him..I dont knw what should i do now..i wanna move out form his life but i know he still need me..He give me hope and time to wait..But i cant stand it anymore..I'm suffering from what happen now..
I really hope that 1 day he open up his eyes and his listen to his heart..I dont care if we cant be partner anymore but please let me go...Is hard for me to live under his shadow..
If you are reading this, please i hope you knw my feeling towards you ya..
I'm still here and always waiting for you..
Well sorry this is story of my life and i'm not ready for any relation so far since i'm still in love with you..
Only you can understand me very well..

Wow..

wow how time goes again..hehehe and now i just open up my new twitter account's..Naaa nothing much la just wanna learn how to use and look interesting to me..
Hahah lot's of things happen to me recenlty..Buti'm strong to face it every single day and thanks to mimi ,datin iza and siti k..these 3 person is my best fren when i'm down..I feel so so surprise when i found out they really really help me to bring me up...
Well what else i can share?? hahah meet few person,but i dont think for a new relation yet as i'm still in pain and hurt..Is just a matter of time now..i'm not so sure when and how long do i have to wait..
But for sure i will recover soon..

Lots of plan in my head..1st os goin to to singapore with zav, 2nd goin to attend lunch with iqwal hafiz in subang on july also with zav hehehe...All is been plan now..is just a matter of time money now...
Hope soon al my financial will settle soon as i have lots of thing's need to pay hahaha what a life ya..
But for now i will be back soon and more often....
Okay... :)

my life no longer the same anymore

hye wow its been a while left my bloq without updating it..hehehe..
what is new??All is new my status ,my life and my job plus.....
hurmm dunno where to start now..i just wanna let the whole world know about my pain.. But i cant no of them will understand what i'm feeling now..only god knows what exactly i'm goin thru as i feel so so pain now.
let me tell a story about my love as we date out for almost 1 year and the half. I just dont know where and what is my mistakes. i guess its to short to tell although i have free of thousand of pages here..
how to start??
Well i meet her at internet a year ago and we dated out from there.. I always travel to her place almost every weekends.I tell my mum and my family about him and my family accepted him as their children and i'm so so happy ever since i meet him.. Lots of things happen in my self such stop smoking, being honest to him and my self and my family..lot's of thing we been thru for almost 2 years and the day came as i never expected to happen in my life happen to me..Damn..!!! they cheated on me alive and i caught them red handed..

 i was so frust and speechless as i get the news that they were together almost a month with out telling me and there worse case is he dated out with my best friend..Damn!!!! i hate it..I dunno what should i do next..i'm totally not ready to back in single again cos i love him too much and love him more than my life...I would o anything just for him..
I ask him what  and why he didnt tell me the truth..He answer me in very simple word.. I cant tell you i'm afraid that you get upset..!! Wow i feel surprise to hear that....Damn.. I started to cry and cry and in the same time begging him not to leave me..Silly me.. i totally have no idea why did i react in that way..Gosh i never do this to other person entire of my life but him??Hurmm.. i was confused i have no 1 to talk to and i called up siti and tell her the real story..She was so so surprise when i tell her the truth and asked me to calm down..
The next day i meet him and his partner and asked the real story.When they tell me the truth i was tot they were joking and trying to fool me..But when i see into their deep eyes i know they not joking and it true.
I just cant take it anymore and i dont know where should i hide myself where should i go ..There's 1 nite i drove myself up to mountain..I totally confused, dont know where to go and i keep on dirving as far as i can..
i reach the mountain around 1am and didnt sleep and keep on thinking what and where is my mistakes..try to figure things out,trying to make my self happy but it didnt works..i'm trying to be honest to all people that i love.All the same..I dont know and i;m confuse when i'm updating blog,my tears keep on falling..
Oh god at once i hate my self so so much and i was trying to commit suicide .I just cant take it anymore.
i keep asking myself why this thing always happen to me? am i a bad person?? am i to good to people ??
Im speechless now..i cant think very well ..
I keep on crying n thinking what and where is my mistakes..I hate it i hate them i really hate them ..I hate him but in the same time i love him.. I make my self happy i went to meet janet and chris we went out to have a drink i even travel up to brunei to meet mimi..After telling him the truth,she understand me and she even show me a book thats showing people characters..When mimi explain to me, i read the whole book's and at once seems i understand what exactly happen to him and we started to give him a new name..Since he was born on the 20, the he should be number 2...
Yes the number should not attach with me..I just have no idea when he tell me the other person is number 3..wowowo......
what a surprise to me..Mimi explain the situation to me since she is number 3 and her husband is number 3..when i hear the whole story now i know the situation is..
But yet number 2 still attache with number 3..After my visit from brunei,i meet number 3 and tell him what exactly he is and he respond the same..He is confuse what he want actually..
They had a fight, and both of them called me up and asking what is going on..I cant answer them cos i have my problem too..Damn it..After a day number 3 called me up and tell me what exactly he decide..And he choose number 2 to be in his life...
Well i know there is no point for me to wait number 2 anymore..I just cant take it anymore..i keep on calling mimi almost every hour..
After her advice i guess i can survive now even though is really pain for me now..Hate this i really hate this..Oh please help me..i cant live without him..Hope this thing will gone from my mind soon..its been 2 weeks i didnt get a proper sleep...I did try but it doesnt works...
I wondering how did they feel happy seeing me in pain..i really hope this feeling will travel to them some day..
i'll prove to them that i can stand on my own,i can live without number 2 although it take time for me to heal..
There is no word can describe what is my feeling now...
I hope i can forget them but in the same time im still waiting for number 2 to come back to me after what he done to me..How stupid am i...
Please leave me alone now.. I just want to be happy..Thanks a lot with the memory.. I'll keep and will remember it....

wow

wow i leave my blog for few weeks..lot's of things happen..Too much until i cant write it down..hehehe
okay 1st of all my friend lee from uk came to visit kk alone without his fiancee..Nothing much as he gain weight.He went to gym i guess..Lot's of story and gossip..Janet fell down and her face hitting of of the small cupboard..OUch..!! She get few cut's and wound on her face but is not that worse..My mum,sherene,tio ben and tia jean went to manila for PTAA fair..Waa i'm the boss..But sadly i have to work on saturday.And the happy news is my baby is celebrating his b'day together with me..No party just a small dinner with him and my brother.Then on sunday we went to kinabalu park with alex's and jasri using tia jean car's..wohaaaa 1st time ever use automatic..heheh it was a very nice day..The weather is good and so so nice.But before that we went to tuaran tamu..Long time didnt go that place..
Nothing change all the same and tuaran town getting busy and busy now..We went to a stall selling those coconut juice near my place just to chill out and relax's at nite time all of us a very very tired..
Monday zav left to labuan again and lee is flying back to uk..But lee's is coming back on this summer..
    Dont know that i'm going to Matta fair this march..Not that xcited laaa.Lot's of part time i need to do and hope it can be done b4 or after the fair..Just before that i meet a guy called shaz and he is working for BSN..An officer for loan's..Good looking person easy to hang out then..
Naaa now i'm losing my idea's again to write down this blog hehehe.. we'll see then gonna up date again soon..
But looking forward to have a great weekends then...Adios..!

LOng week's...

Its gonna be long weeks again..as my family out to manila for 5 day's..Well nothing much..i'm looking forward to celebrate b'day with my baby..!hehehe

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The story of pulau mayat

Pulau Mayat is one of the small islands of Labuan. It is said to resemble two human bodies lying side by side. Once, a long time ago, on Labuan, two young people fell in love. Their parents objected to the relationship and refused to allow them to marry. The couple, unable to bear the thought of life apart decided to elope. But before they could carry out their plan they were found out and banished from their village. Bitter at the injustice of this, the two young people vowed that if they ever should return something dreadful would happen to them. After many difficulties and adjustments to the world outside their village, the two prospered and their love for each other did not fade over the years.

But as they grew older they began to think of the village they left so long ago and a longing grew in them to see it just once more. Finally, forgetting the curse and the circumstances of their departure they set off for their village. They were almost within sight of it when a storm blow up and the boat they were travelling on was tossed about by huge waves. The couple's body were flung onto two small islands. Over the centuries these islands took the forms of a man and a woman. Finally they joined together forming the shape that can still be seen today.

Legendary-The story of batu si bongkok

Batu Si Bongkok is a large boulder in the shape of a stooping man holding his hands to his chest. This is one of the stories explaining the unusual shape of this rock. At the foot of a mountain lived Betara Guru, a master of magic and silat, and his beautiful daughter, Melati. Occasionally, young men seeking to learn from the master would make the long and difficult journey to his cave. One such was Kelana. He proved to be the best of Betara Guru's students so when the young man fell in love with Melati and asked to marry her, he was happy to give his consent.

One month after the wedding Kelana had to go into seclusion to practise some secret magical rituals. Before he left he made Melati swear not to follow him or contact him in any way until he returned. A few days after Kelana's departure, Betara Guru died. Lonely and longing for her husband Melati forgot her promise. She prepared some food to take to him. She found him sitting on the ground meditating. As she went to him to give him the food there was a loud clap of thunder. Before her eyes Kelana turned to stone. On sensing her presence he had begun to rise and was frozen forever in that position.

Tanjung kubong story

While legends and myths are riveting facts interwoven with fantasy can be equally gripping. When the Tanjung Kubong coal mine was closed down in 1911 following a tragedy, it marked the demise of Port Victoria as the bustling port of call for Labuan's coal industry. But the history of the tragedy of the Tanjung Kubong coal mine has since become interwoven with fiction.
The Tanjung Kubong coal mine, the chimney of which still stands today, was productive during the colonial period between 1847 and 1911. Strategically located and connected to Port Victoria by the railway, it supplied good quality coal for the domestic and international markets. The mine employed hundreds of convicts from Hong Kong whom the locals called Cina Shantung (Shantung Chinese). The mine was quite large, and workers laboured in shifts for long hours. There were eight tunnels, through which workers were lowered in baskets in batches of twos and threes, until they reached a depth of more than 100 feet under ground. At the end of their shifts, the workers were raised along the same route that they entered. One day, the workers, lowered deep into the pits, were ordered to dig upwards, a departure from their usual practice. The change was rewarding - for coal was found in abundance, and they were urged to push further up. They worked hard and long, losing track of time. Suddenly they heard a distant siren signaling the arrival of a cargo ship... and only then realized they were below the sea bed.
Buried deep in the earth, the men had no idea of the weather conditions outside of the mine or the level of the tide in the sea. Suddenly, the tide came upon them, and the network of tunnels - their link to the safety of land-was flooded. The passages filled with sea water, becoming death traps. Workers who were within reach of the stations where baskets transported men up to the surface tugged desperately at the dangling ropes to summon help. The ropes snapped under the strain, the baskets swayed in mid-air, and men tipped over, out of reach of those waiting frantically below. Except for a few who managed to escape, most of the workers died in the labyrinth of channels... their bodies were found floating in the sea a few days later. The survivors and those who did not go into the tunnels that tragic day were bitter. They sought out the company authorities on behalf of the men who died, and charged the company with unlawfully forcing the workers into sections of the mine known to be unsafe. They said the company was callous and greedy, more interested in profits than in the lives and welfare of the workers. In solidarity, they massed together, determined that the deaths of their fellow workers should not go unavenged. Once docile and meek, the Shantung Chinese and Singaporean Chinese mine workers became frenzied, and attacked the company authorities in a bloody clash. The rampage went on for several days; many lives were lost, and property ruined. The company enlisted the help of three local Malay "warriors" - Amin, from Ganggarak Village; Asad, from Belekut Village; and Matarap, whose birthplace was unknown. The three had become famous following a railroad disaster at Batu Arang, a tiny village along the busy Tanjung Kubong-Port Victoria route. One day, two trains going in opposite directions collided head-on, causing trolleys of coal to spill their load and the locomotives to derail. The derailment of Beruang and Asli, as the two trains were known, cut off transportation links to Port Victoria, the outlet from which all coal was exported. The coal company worked frantically to get the trains back on track, but all attempts proved futile. Even stripped of their loads, the trains were simply too heavy to move. The company announced that anyone who could get Beruang and Asli running again would earn a reward of five hundred pounds. Amin, Asad, and Matarap took up the challenge. According to local sources, the trio, using only their bare muscles, lifted the two trains and gently put them back in place. When the angry mob descended on the Tanjung Kubong coal mine authorities, the three heroes were quickly sent for... and just as quickly they stopped the riot. They threw themselves into the centre of the crowd, and lifted the fighting men like they were toy soldiers, flinging them in all directions. The rest of the rioters, watching this unbelievable sight, fled for their lives. But mining activities ceased on the island, and soon the British naval force closed down Port Victoria. Today, the Chimney and the tunnels in and around Tg. Kubong remain Labuan once prolific coal industry.

Zav at ums kk..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hmou5jpGgb4
Nothing much is just a MV for new coming artist..!Have fun..

what a weekend's

waaa i leave my bloq for almost a week now..I was bz arranging my mum and auntie new car..Vios and avanza and the same time bz checking price for viva.They were planning to buy 2 unit for car rental services.
There's a lot of stories for the last weekend.But i just too tired to write up..I see la when i really free i write up everything..time to watch cartoon..hehehe

Stress..

STRESS

Rumusan dari Pembentangan Kertas Kerja bertajuk PENGURUSAN STRESS,
Bengkel Pengurusan Stress Menurut Perspektif Islam di IKIM oleh Datuk Dr.
Mohd Fadzilah Kamsah (Berita Mingguan 04 Julai 2004)

Apa itu stress?. Stress = tekanan perasaan.

Siapa yang mudah terdedah kepada stress?

1.      Individu yang suka bersangka buruk
2.      Kaki gaduh
3.      Kerap runsing
4.      Terlalu serius
5.      Tidak baik dengan rakan sepejabat (dan jiran)

Punca stress pula adalah dari ;

1.      Punca dalaman (hati yang kotor, ingkar)
2.      Pegangan hidup yang negatif
3.      Pengurusan kendiri yang lemah (selalu tidak cukup masa, banyak
kerja, melawan ketua dan suka mencari kelemahan orang bagi menutup
kelemahan diri)

Individu yang mengalami stress akan ;

1.      Menunjukkan reaksi perasaan - mudah marah, agresif, kecewa,
hampa, suka-duka bersilih ganti
2.      Gemar menyendiri
3.      Mengalami gangguan fikiran - kesukaran memahami perkara baru
4.      Sukar membuat keputusan atau menyelesaikan masalah
5.      Kurang kreativiti
6.      Pelupa
7.      Mengalami perubahan perlakuan - sukar hendak tidur
8.      Merokok
9.      Makan berlebihan atau tiada selera makan
10.    Lewat melakukan sesuatu
11.    Berubah perlakuan memandu

Selain dari itu kesan stress juga akan ;

1.      Membabitkan keretakan hubungan sesama rakan sekerja / ketua /
pelanggan di pejabat
2.      Membabitkan keretakan hubungan sesama keluarga di rumah
(konflik rumahtangga)
3.      Membabitkan keretakan hubungan sesama jiran di rumah /
masyarakat / kariah

Cara untuk menangani stress ;

1.      Memperbanyakkan membaca Al-Quran, kitab agama
2.      Memperbanyakkan solat, zikir
3.      Beriadah dan bersukan
4.      Mengawal diet
5.      Mandi air suam
6.      Berkongsi masalah dengan orang yang boleh dipercayai
7.      Melakukan yoga
8.      Bersedekah
9.      Bersyukur dengan apa yang diperolehi (reda)
10.    Muhasabah diri (penyucian minda - ingatkan mati, nilai semula
pegangan, minta bantuan dari pakar / ahli agama)
11.    Berehat - bercuti dan bersantai
12.    Selalu tersenyum

Hurmm baca dan renung kan la

Assalamualaikum,
Akal jangan dibiarkan bersendirian
Kerana ia adalah ciptaan Tuhan
Setiap ciptaan Tuhan mestilah berhadapan dengan
kekurangan dan kelemahannya
Akal adalah makhluk rohani yang mempunyai sifat-sifat
kekurangan
Hendaklah dia diberi kekuatan
Kekuatannya mestilah dia bersandar dengan Tuhan jangan
bersendirian
Akal adalah guru diri manusia
Dia adalah penyuluh jalan kehidupan dunia dan Akhirat
bagi insan
Pemandu hidup manusia di mayapada Tuhan
Akal mestilah dipimpin oleh Tuhan dan dipandu oleh
wahyu Tuhan
Dia tidak mempunyai kekuatan jika bersendirian
Cuma manusia sahaja rasa akal ada kekuatan
Jika dia bersendirian memimpin diri manusia, mesti
tersesat jalan
Tersesat jalan risikonya amat mengancam kehidupan
insan
Bukan sahaja padahnya diterima di dunia bahkan
bersambung di Akhirat kelak
dengan azab Tuhan
Akal di dalam diri memimpin diri manusia, dia mestilah
dipimpin oleh Tuhan
Pemimpin di dalam pimpinan-Nya iaitu Tuhan agar dia
memimpin manusia
tidak tersesat jalan
Kerana itulah apabila dikatakan gunakanlah akal
Bukan ertinya menggunakan akal yang bersendirian
Menggunakan akal yang dipandu oleh Tuhan, itulah yang
dimaksudkan
Bukan dia memimpin bersendirian tanpa Tuhan
Setiap manusia haraplah ambil perhatian
Jika manusia mahu selamat di atas jalan keselamatan

Untuk semua,
26/12 tragedi Tsunami,
Cuba bukak Al-Quran Juzuk 12 ayat 26 surah Hud (kalau tak silap)
Ayat tu berkaitan tentang cerita Nabi Nuh (banjir besar),
Maknanya lebih kurang - "Bahawa janganlah kamu sembah selain Allah, sesungguhnya Aku cemas/khuatir terhadap kamu akan mendapat siksaan pada hari kesedihan."
Kalau silap, sila betulkan.
Apa yang terjadi di dunia sekarang, ramai yang bersedih termasuk kita bila melihat di muka akhbar dan kaca tv tentang berita mangsa Tsunami, kematian demi kematian kita dengar, kerosakan harta benda dan macam-macam lagi. Adakah ini bala atau ujian?
Hari sebelumnya, 25/12 (Christmas), ramai umat islam yang menyambut hari tersebut dengan secara tidak langsung, ada pula yang memotong kek, merasmikan, bersama2 menyambut dengan orang kafir, berpesta dan macam2 lagi, Ini ke yang dikatakan umat islam (negara islam)? fikirkanlah semua ini....
3 hari lagi dunia akan menyambut tahun baru (1st Januari) termasuk Malaysia yang dikatakan nagara islam, sambutannya akan lebih meriah dari Awal Muharram. Negara islamkah negara kita?
satu lagi perkara, apalah kiranya bajet @ peruntukkan yang disumbangkan kepada sambutan ini disalurkan kepada mangsa Tsunami, sambutan2 di Bukit Jalil, KLCC, dataran merdeka dan tempat2 lain yang setiap tahun menjadi tumpuan ramai, beribu malahan mungkin berjuta RM malaysia membazir bagi sambutan tahun baru dengan membakar bunga api, konsert, lampu2 yang berwarna-warni, yang disambut sama caranya dengan orang kafir & yahudi. Cara islam ke?
Tepuk dada tanya iman. 

( Credit to ZAv Cgo)

the weekend's

waaa how time flies so so fast..2moro will be monday la..!
ERmm yesterday i went to sarah b'day heheeh she' look so cute la.Then me and zav went to meet "ady wow"
we discuss about song that he goin to do..he have at least 2 song on standby but is not fully edit yet.I like it anf zav too..We decide to take the song..But we will only start after  Chinese new year,since it take a lot of works to do!After that we head back to sherene's apartment and continue eat eat and eat..Sedap bah the noodle wahahaha..
Around 4 i guess we left sherene's apartment's...Heading back to house..feel to to tired i had a nap for 1 hour i guess then prepared my self for late nite movies..Is was raining heavily..My brother tell us few road is flood i was thinking to cancel..But my cousin manage to arrive and say there is no flood.Don't know which 1 is right i decided to go..!We left at 1030 pm is still raining heavily but no flood,thank god..We watch malay movie "khurafat" perjanjian syaitan"..Damn it was a very very nice movie...
While waiting for the time me n zav talk a walk and trying a massage chair.hehehe syok punya syok the movie is about to start..Is end exactly at 1am drive home and a have chat with alex for a while then ....Zzzzzzz
Today when i wake up i found out zav is on fever.Huhuhu luckly i still have few pain killer and give to him.Is around 730am...I continue my slepp until 900am then wake up as usual i check back zav condition..he is getting better.I prepared a cup of tea and a bowl of noodle for his b'fast.Kinda worry cos zav is un fitted to travel back to labuan this afternoon,But when he said he is ok  we just continue watch Tv until 12pm..Then me alex and zav depart to ferry terminal,As usual al sunday all is jammed and busy..The ferry leave at 130 pm zav manage to get his seat even not his fav seat but he get it..I send him till the main entrance of the ferry then i leave to putatan got few stuffs need to collect..Then after collect all the thing's i drive back and sleep..huhuhu Feel so so tired..I'm looking forward what will happen 2moro..

No idea tired and sleepy

Wow,today i just feel a very very long day..
I wake up at 6am and now i feel so so sleepy..Nothing much but i just feel tired and miss *******
Hope saturday will come soon..I still on pain my teeth and headache.I had a nap just for 10min's i guess..
then went to astro lodge a complaint..when i check back the account still have an outstanding bill about 48rm..Naaa just pay it then..
I don't know why this stupid person is always disturbing my life?
Don't he have any other job to do??Why my relation??ya ya i like him as a friend but in the same time i still feel there is something behind..Biar la.malas maw pikir kan benda kecik kecik nie..Hope xda lagi issue pasal nie..Tapi xpala sok lusa dia pulang la tue..I dont really care la..! I just want my relationship back to normal..
i have no idea now..!

Start with another long day..

Naaa as usual la..wake up awal lagi jam 6..huhuhu matai eh..P ofis keja and no coffee the whole day..My finger is pain.my teeth so so bloody sensitive can't even drink warm or cold water..!hell...
went to SSM at menara MAA and Maybank to submit few document's..I just take a walk..In mid of that i make a few phone call...then back to office and i get headache again..I got triple pain today..huhuhu..
I had a few curry puff for my lunch and a cup of tea..what a relieve :)
Receive a call from cardas research again.wow this time i've got 5 bank to do evaluation..another 250rm for sure hehehe but the payment only mid of feb i guess..nevermind then..As long as i get my payment and xtra money should be good..Still aiming for the iphone..
430pm pulang la.macam biasa otw pulang gerenti tidur hehehe...
Have to call ady wow pula need to confirm him bout our meeting for this saturday..can't wait for ****** to arrive this weekend..weee..!

Jealous ??am i

Ermm no comment..i trust my self..but when we talk about jealousy is obvious all human have this sense..jealous of thing,money,car's,life,love. what else??everything is there..!
Well yes i'm jealous even though i trust. *** very much .but this person is always bugging our relationship..I know he like as a brother or sister but sometimes he beyond the limit..!Fuck....!!!!!
Is in the town now..never think about other people..He want only his attention given to him 100%...What that is not enough to ruin up my relation last time??Hurmm i just wanna cry everytime  this person appear..HuH obviously i'm jealous..yes i am..!Luckly i have arrange every thing for this weekend..!he can go with his gf of bf or what ever he want to call it!!
Stop disturbing us.....!!!!!

Bad day end in good day

Today as early jam 4 kena kasih bangun oleh my sis..she want me to send her to airport..Damn im too tired and sleepy..Then as usual im off to office..My gosh lot of thing;s to do..Epf, Kwsp, and Ssm..But on lunch time im happy meet kak intan after a year didnt meet her..Lot's of gossip and issue we share and talk..Good to see her back.Fairul is in labuan until sunday i guess..hehehe he's flying in to meet his bf @ mcd.kuikuikui..ok la as long he is happy i'm happy too..I just feel to to sleepy and tired..I just wanna sleep but i can't..is too early bah..later i cant sleep..2moro there is few thing's need to update.Erm my finger is really pain..Sometimes i cant stand it..I ask my mum,according from her i might have(GOUT) ??Alamak  need to call tia Gina la this case..Hurmm wondering what will happen 2moro..Hope weekend will come very fast..:)

pulang kk bah

Waaa last nite watch AJL until 1 am..what a news..Ana Rafali won the AJL25 this year..Naa kan rezeki dia..hehehe But lot of people dont like the she is the winner..Naaa Her luck who expect she wil get it kan??Well after that i continue watch Shaun the sheep..( Mmmbeeek..) 1 of my fav cartoon..Is getting late and i sleep around 2am..Funny thing is i keep awake every1 hour untl 5am..Hurmm no too excited but sad have to travel back to kk..another new week starts again..Monday??ermm..Zav send me to ferry terminal and then he left to his office.i go cari makan since i'm so so hungry..LOL..After that  i try to find chris 5years old brandy(torres) but they dont sell it there( stupid shop) as the time is chasing me im entering the departure hall..As i step in the ferry, i saw only a few people inside..then there's a bunch of people stepping in..They are in the economy class but this 1 fellow claiming he know the captain of the ferry then it should be not problem for them to sit on the 1st class even though they paid for the economy class..What the hell??Fuck them just because they know some 1 in the ferry they can easily seat any where..Well never mind since is not that really busy..But i swear if i saw this case again i gonna lodge a report on this..Very very disappointed with the service..Naaa forget it..Sleep all the way until i reach kk..here i am again..continue working..Very bored..nothing to do just keep on playing my game..hahaha..! Ermm looking forward what is happen next...

Sunday

Sunday.
what a lovely sunday..woke up at 9 then continue sleep until 12 hehehe..straight to laptop checking my farmville on the facebook..Is my daily routine now.Reading few political news and i found out a very very shocking news bout 'Facebook" OMG they going to shut their business??
Hahaha have no idea wheter is true or not..just wait and see until the march d15..
I went to my favourite spot here in labuan a place called Taman damai.. I really really like it here the food is superb,the coffee is strong and the most important the people around is nice and polite..
Almost every weekend i'll spend at least 1hour..Watching people keep in coming from around the labuan isalnd or maybe from outside too.The place in getting bz i as i left to UMS.On the way to Ums there is a few spot where all the bigbiker's, sport's car, 4wheel,is gather around showing off their car to the public..Naaa dont really bother about their big and fancy car..I have mine green hornet too hehehe..
Dont really care about that.I'm looking forward for AJL 25 tonight ..Don't know who will win again this year..

Finally..

What a long day today..i woke up at 530 am..preparing my self n catch a bus at 630am heading to ferry terminal.Is not that far but since the bus do a lot of stop,then i have no choice to wake up early ..What make me feel surprise, there is still a people who don't know how to keep clean inside the bus..YUkkkkkk..i saw an old man spitting in side the bus..Damn idiot..But as i arrive at the terminal jetty i saw a very very long Q..wahahah lot of people Q up buying ticket's to labuan..Well manage to get my spot unhappy cos all the seat is full and there a few passanger still don't know how to use the ticket..they just seat wherever they want although they been given a seat number..
Labuan island as usual  is busy and lot of people from in and outside labuan.they are from brunei, philipines and the sarawak..
Waiting for zav to fetch me and have to wait 2 hour's..ermm what to do la since he is busy.anyway when i arrive home i just wanna sleep and sleep..
Wake up around 7 kak intan called me up..She just arrive KK city after a year leaving.Then i called up my mum telling her kak intan wanna meet..Short after that me and zav went to" Medan selera" ..Ish ish ish i dont believe what i had for dinner...D1 mart next spot shop a few boxes of juice's n chocolate bar...Dont have any plan for 2moro.But hope will be a great and lovely sunday..

Bz day

urmmm it was a really really bz day for me..i manage to sell 2 unit of car hehehe..
2moro i'm going to labuan.just wanna relax's with love1.Well is my routine now every weekends..
lot of thing's happen today.But amin everything is settle is a good way..Looking forward for the weekend's.

weekend's

This weekend's my mum and my aunt will fly to kl la..jumpa Lilian thoo( feng shui master)
gila feng shui kan sanggup pg hehehe..
well me??as usual la pg pulau..jumpa org tersayang..Getting bz now but still trying my best to sneek out  just to spend time together...hope fully i will get what i want this year..Iphone ada suda bah biarla 3g yg biasa as long dapat ..kekeke..Save some cash to get this thing..Thank's to zav  pasal dia yang tanya sama abg iphone..hehehe
:)

sheila majid

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gRlFegqEi0g

sheila majid is one of my idol..never feel bored with her song ..looking forward to meet her if i ever have a chance y not..hehehe

hello

hye finally i'm on my bloq..
nothing much just wanna share daily activities...