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Monday, August 22, 2011

No idea.

Wow i left my bloq just a few days ago. Yesterday was a great and a bad day for.Okay i manage to meet chris n jane we went for diving in mamutik islan at 245pm, gosh it was fasting day but i went for dive? Hahah it was good actually not that bad. But before that i went online on my facebook ya. Naa its just a daily routine checking updates and my farm. Wohoo kk is just too hot so i went to a local cybercafe while waiting for chris to fetch me up. As usual browsing and the 1st person i will check a profile is zav and after that shazlee. Silly me no othe intension as i just wana see what is their new updates ya.

Well when i go to shaz page there were nothing unusual all his fv adver on his wall i left and xlick to zav profile.wow he is bz ya lots of people saying hi to him. But that was not my concern cos i found out something fishy posted by a user called ' stapeny slr' who the heck is he or perhaps she? Naa i just ignored.
Search read search and finally saw his post and zav to cek his inboxes. Hurmm naa none of my bzness doe. They mite have others thing to settle down. Well after farming i went back again n see what is their progres and i read a part of the sentences ( nasip la aku inda lagi bkwn ngn ia .rupanya perangai dia. . . . . ) somethin like that naaa i dont care but kinda worried la why who and what happen? I called up zav and ask how is he doing plus what is really goin on but he just act normal like nothing happen until i found out this morning around 0100 hrs while im preparing my stuff and sounds really bad. You wana knw? Go and check his fb la. Haha.
After saw his new post, i tried to call and ask who n what happen but no respond. He mite be sleeping doe.
But 1things make my head spinning ya cos when i read the cronology up side down seems thats post goes to me cos he was telling some one is been entered his facebook and do things. Well obviously i knw his pass n shaz maybe? Or some other people who close to him? Naa leave it. But yet i cant cos i knw thats is really goes to me.

Hurmm well is guess this is the way how he want it. He want to terminate me from being his friend maybe? I dont get the real picture is. But im sure that post is dedicated to me. Waaa im honour to receive it. Hahahha idiot la u josh.
Okay ive send him as text and not hoping that he will reply cos i understand he can read. He is expert is everything i adore him but sadly both of us have to end our relation as a friend in not a very good way. Well if he hates me and really hates me he can always tell me what in his heart or make it easy just send me a text tell no needt o disturb o bla bla bla. But he make it is diffrent way. I have no idea why he hates me suddenly cos everytime i keep on telling him to tell me or ask me if there is anything wrong. But yet he still he inside and act cool like nothings happen ya. Hurmm i hate waiting i dont like to lie yet not a stupid hypocrite.
I used to respect u last time i even make u a role model to my self. But when i knw the true colours of you im totally speechless and i can say i dont know you. Very well yet. The past 1 year ago was a trial is was a test for you to see wheter im fit or not. Well ive got the answer now. Im making easier for you eventhough you drop a bomb shell to me. But i dont care cos i knw i can stand own my own. Hurmm i totally dont know you anymore. I know some one will read this for you ya.
Well happy reading. Im glad if you cant read all my blog cos i wrote everything about you. You never appreciate people who appreciate you the most. Its seems that they are diapers. Once used it no more recycle. This is my opinion.
You wana hate me? U upset with me? Carry on then. Wel at least for once im living in an honestly but not in pretending trying to cover your ass with a small towel which people still can see it.

I dont know at this point im not xpecting anyting. I just want you to be happy but. I you hate me just show it. You dont to tell the whole world that you hates me? What will you get? Nothing.
End of the day you get the shit but not me.
I was so so disappointed with everything but who the hell am i to jugde you ya?

Well hope i will get another bad news after this. And what that will be? He gonna remove me? Blocked me? Bha mana mana jak la. As long u happy.


I will come back and updates more about this soon. For now i need to sleep .Gosh im so damn sleepy havent sleep for 3days.
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