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Monday, July 25, 2011

no idea but its just me

Hola. wow lots of things happen in the past 2 weeks ya.
well what happen to my bday recently? i've been waiting for him to text me or call me but it doesnt happen. No celebration this since i have no mood to do so. lots of wishes came thru mu facebook. Wow really appreciate it doe.

Anyway im back again doing my own mysterry job hahaha lots of project goin on. i travel up to kudat to do review and i manage to jalan jalan la. lama bha didnt go sana. soon will travel to sandakan tawau n lawas again. Hurrm fasting is coming soon but didnt stop me from doing my fav job.Its was ez ya just spend less than an hour and i get paid. wee hahaaha.

Hurmm after almost 6mnths being single again. Im not ready to be in any relation and i decided to stay single until i found the real person for me. Naa i. think im still stupid waiting for miracle to happen eventhough i knw it wont happen. Im down and now im up again slowly. And still my heart n and feelings didnt change.Its really hard ya.

Bha wat happen suddenly we talk and chat a lot?
i was so surpise when i receive a text from him telling that he having uneasy feeling which not all people like that kind of feelings. Naa siti was rite. when they in trouble they will look for you. But when they not, they will ditch u or just treat u as a spare tyre then.
Is that mean karma is revenging back? can some one tell me?
Just leave it ya. I've been hurt before so now its time for them to get my wound back.Im not evil so angel but i guess its the time for them to get back what have they done to me.

I do care what they but im in love with you.They try to pull me away but they dont the truth. my heart is clip by the vein and i keep on closing. Wow hahaha.The truth is everynite b4 i sleep i keep on praying that he will come back to me although i knw that things wont haooen again. Hey you never know ya it mite happen.
I dont believe in miracle.but im still praying that this night mare will over soon hahahaha silly me ya.

Theres a lot of things i wana share in this empty wall and i know i have no limit to write it down ya. hahaha its free anyway. but everytime i wana write it down i forget. hahHa

Woo hang on there i went to meet iqwal last month and our meeting have been publish in a local magazine. weeee there is a lot of things i learn.Got a chance to meet all new friends.

Drama king?
hahaha this is the right name and song for you. Really nice song ah.well if you reading this bha apa lagi go and listen to it.
sometimes i just dont know you anymore. you change in a while is just like a cd changer. Presa next button and that's it the next music in on. U may dance, sing along,cry or what ever you want to do. Its all your. The most thing that i really dissapointed that you only look for me when you down,when you up you'll forget me. I hate it and really hate it doe. Well thats you ya.I really hope that you will change. I dont trust some of your post in fb and they way to address peopls now. seems the world belongs to you.You can easily talk bad about others whenever u want and you like.

Damn you totally change mate yes indeed you are.
Lots and lots of things

Okay now stop about you ya.

1 done millions to come and its called problem.
Ah peckx another person who almost break my heart. Opps sorry yes he did . But lucky im not into deep to him.Good looking,caring.and the most things is HYPOCRITE. Thats for you.
Naa jan di kenang kisah lama kan? its that right? fuck them who ever break and playing my feelings around.
Ya i might done thia to others ya. But not in this way. I came in a good way, and i leave in a good way too. I never come undone.
Arrghhh. Sometimes when i think back about that bitch, make me really really sick. Wana puke oh my looking his face make me green and yellow. I just dont know how did they live in a liar pretending they are happy but they are not. Well its none of my business anyway. As long they didnt disturb me thats it.

Well now stay away from my life bitch. Hahah you knw there is a quotes saying once a bitch will be always a bitch rite? Hahah this name its really suit for you.

1-liar. 2- hypocrite. 3- bitch. 4-Dis honest.
Naaa ngam la ni. All this for you. Take it with you. You ll be carrying this until the day you die.


Hurmm will stop for now and be right back again soon.

See ya and so long sucker.
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Tuesday, July 12, 2011

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get my new samsung g tab

Well how time fly so fast. After calculate ive been single for 5 mnth now without realise he started to forget me slowly . I still can get him out of my head.i still love him day by day now.but what else i can do? I pray everyday hoping he will come back to me. But is all hopeless.no sign at all. He is happy with his life now although his bf is no.
Hahaha i knw what is goin with them by reading from their post post in fb. Hurmmm i really hope and waiting for him.

Anyway my bday is about to come less than 2weeks and ill be 27 soon. Hehehe all i asked is new hp.well i get it from my fosters in uk .wee samsung galaxy tab.

Ermm lots of thing happen to me and my family but hope everything will solve soon.

Last 2 week i went to meet my fren in kl. Iqwal hafiz weee
We had lunch and spend time with his other fren. I get to knw all his fren and family. Is just a day trip to kl after my visit from.sipitang lawas and brunei. Wow lots of moving and travelling ya. Well i like this very much.hope can fly to uk and canada soon maybe after raya. My cousin is getting married soon so kinda bz now helping her.

What else to say? Hahaha i wanna move on.
Last 2 nites i meet up a guy frm facebook. He's kinda cute.heheh waiting for rite timw to meet him. How ever,im not ready to be in relation yet as im still love him so so much. I cant lie to myself by saying i dont. It is i really love him.

I fall. I rise. I stand and i live. Im been hurt but im okay yet im not perfect.

No matter what my heart belongs to only 1 and only zav. You are my truly love

Confession from a broken hearted guy.
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Monday, July 11, 2011

my new tablets

Hye i' ve just get my new tablets still playing around wit it hehehe
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