Dont know what is this actually...

https://twitter.com/#!/elratonblanco

yes finally i open up twitter account..naa nothing much la as usual make my self..
trying to forget what newly happen to me..
Well my previous visit was good but end up with hurt..
i just dont understand ya how can they sleep peacefully with out thinking what have they done to other's
i mean ya playing with feeling after 2 years spending life 2gether..
Finally he met and have relation with my best friend's..All he can say is sorry please dont leave me cos i still need you..wow i feel so so surprise ya..Seems so easy for him to ask me to forget everything after what happen..

Now i'm not so sure should i wait for him?? should i leave him??
I cant leave with out him..with him my life will be in darkness but he still cant understand that he is playing people feeling's..What i hate the most the 3rd person is not honest to me and his self.He know i have a relation with him but yet he still go and disturb our relation..i hate him so so much.. i hate him until the day i die..
Sorry i dont like to be in this way but yet they force me to do so..
Dont blame me if something bad happen ..But i always remember that karma will bite them back..
Is hard for me to forget him ,my mind keep on spinning and keep on thinking about him..
Oh god help..I cant leave him cos i love him too much..Some times i cant sleep cos i keep on thinking about him..I dont knw what should i do now..i wanna move out form his life but i know he still need me..He give me hope and time to wait..But i cant stand it anymore..I'm suffering from what happen now..
I really hope that 1 day he open up his eyes and his listen to his heart..I dont care if we cant be partner anymore but please let me go...Is hard for me to live under his shadow..
If you are reading this, please i hope you knw my feeling towards you ya..
I'm still here and always waiting for you..
Well sorry this is story of my life and i'm not ready for any relation so far since i'm still in love with you..
Only you can understand me very well..